sometimes...i really love/hate this time of year.
sure....my b-day's just around the corner...which also means my favorite season is here as well (autumn).
also...my other favorite season swings into full stride....football season.
unfortunately, it's not all good.
with the football season comes an obsession i'm none too proud of: fantasy obsession.
the players, the stats, the winning....ohhh, the winning.
it's a problem.
a problem that i always think i have under control.
sometimes...i'm not so sure.
this year...i'm in 3 leagues...one of which i'm running for the first time.
i thought i was doing well today...even to the point that i didn't watch the Chiefs play the Patriots.
KO and i attended a friend's poolside barbeque in its place.
lots of beer. lots of fun.
then...when we got back home...i decided to check the scores from the 1pm and 4pm games.
so, i'm relaying the team updates to KO while she's lying down...
then...she falls asleep...so i keep looking....and looking...and looking...
one hour later...and i'm still perusing the wires...checking the leader boards....obsessing over who i should have started and benched.
Ugh....
i really need to nip this in the bud...before i can't be saved.
anyone know if there are support groups i can contact? maybe a hotline?
my sanity may depend on it.
gotta go. maybe i can add a new WR to my.....*slap across the face*
